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Wednesday, March 16th, 2005
10:57 PM on Wednesday, March 16, 2005	hey guess what...... I DONT USE THIS JOURNAL ANYMORE..... if you want me to add you on my other one..... just comment cliche_you_say yea..i've been on that one since december.... GOOD JOB KIDS. Don't wanna fall in love flawlessly
Wednesday, March 2nd, 2005
12:34 AM on Wednesday, March 2, 2005	muahhhh Hello to all you people who still read this journal. I've decided to update in this one every now and then. Uhm whats new? Adrienne is MIA I got in a car crash Im not dating Nick anymore Drugs are bad mmkay Hayley & I are not friends anymore and havent spoken since december I have four nipples (we've been over this...) I got a tattoo Any questions? Don't wanna fall in love flawlessly
Thursday, December 9th, 2004
2:07 AM on Thursday, December 9, 2004	wow..I have no life I have no life since this is the 2nd time im updating in like...5 hours. But oh well its my new journal and I feel like it...and I can...   Well ... I need a bassist. Hayley is unreliable I think. And if Jessie has her annual party. im screwed. I NEED A BASSIST PEOPLE DO YOU HEAR ME! Yea so for her party I think the line up is going to be... my , Rudy's band, and amanda s.'s brothers band. I didnt get to play last year..i forgot where I was.... I think the songs im going to do are Teenage Dirtbag, Heart Shaped Box, Scotty Doesn't Know, And possibly Mushy Love Song.. I know all of those songs...so I guess if I don't get a bassist I can pull out my acoustic and just get a singer. Itd be easier than to meet with like 3 people..only meet with one? I sure as hell know im not singing. because well  I can't sing, and when I do sing I sound like the lead singer of New Found Glory and it pisses me off. Cousin meghan is coming down the 2nd of January. And shes bringing Paula. I love them both. Meghan reminds me greatly of Amanda. When I first met amanda I was like wow...she reminds me of Meghan. Meghan and Paula are the 2 coolest 20 year olds in the world....so for a week its going to be amazing fun in this house. Alchohol probably...which means throwing up for ariel...Oh gah... Im listening to the Mortal Kombat remix theme song..it makes me dance. Cause it says all there names and stuff and I used to love this song. Yea I played it on the original playstation all the time with my brother.. I was never any good but I liked how the guy would go "finish her" and "fatality"...Yea im obsessed with video games. Ive been starting to see all my friends sort of...breaking off from me. I only have like 5 friend-friends. The rest are just people I see on an almost regular basis and am nice to. Call them...aquaintances? Yea something like that. Caitlin is drifting from me as well, but im not so sad about that one. I always sort knew itd happen. I dont know whats happening to me but its definantly change. Last year this same thing happened. Oh well. im too tired to think. im off to bed. Night <3 Current Mood: its definantly a WHEN moment Current Music: "Mortal Kombat Remix Theme Song" [ 1 ♥ ] ★ Don't wanna fall in love flawlessly
Wednesday, December 8th, 2004
3:10 PM on Wednesday, December 8, 2004	hmm well I know i said that last post would be my last entry..I so lied... Getting my journal ready is taking longer than effin expected.. hmm.. Friday..hmm dont know whats going on with that but I do know that sometime this week I most definantly want to hang out with Adrienne. So yea... And I want to go to Epicenter ... for a reason.....the reason is a guy....and none of which you all know...so sh. Hmm so that was the extent of my day.I got icecream..NO a milkshake...cause.. my milkshake brings all the lalalala i dont know the rest and wow this entry is turning out to be a stupid one..See I knew I should've waited until my new journal was made. Im tired..so nap time for ariel. And I really want to go to epicenter sooo yea I think that amanda adrienne and I should do that.....even though we'll probably end up just hanging out somewhere..thats ok..I still want to have the thought linger. later. Current Mood: tired Current Music: Jaded - Adrienne I blame YOU fucker [ 1 ♥ ] ★ Don't wanna fall in love flawlessly
Monday, December 6th, 2004
5:54 PM on Monday, December 6, 2004	dum dum dum..... THIS WILL BE THE LAST ENTRY I POST IN THIS JOURNAL... BRITTANY IS FINISHING UP MY NEW ONE AND IT SHOULD BE READY SOON...IM NOT GIVING IT TO HARDLY ANYONE, BUT IF YOU WANT IT, COMMNENT OR ASK ME FOR IT.   LAST ENTRY BUM BUM BUM.... well today was sorta eventful i suppose..... Theres a new guy Ariel stop...please.. I really dont like all this guy bullshit I've liked him ever since i saw him..but ive NEVER talked to him. I always just look at him in the hallway and at lunch and he looks back...I dont know I cant really explain it. He used to have a girlfriend and I used to have a boyfriend, thats what kept me from talking to him. But now he doesnt and now I dont. Is it worth it though... I still care for fugmo.....and this would further complicate things... but i cant wait forever...I need to be happy pretty much. Yea, fugmo makes me happy but I dont know really. im just confused about alot lately, what a lovely way to end my journal with this random post of nothingness. Epicenter is friday..I beleive that me amanda adrienne and ally are all going. This could cave in though, we'll have to see what happens..... I wanted to go to showcase tonight, and amanda wanted me to go I guess but I didnt have anyone to be there with me...shaw know? yea..shaw dont know. I think im really starting to outgrow alot of my friends..I dont even know why either....Caitlin just seems too...  dont know. I guess we'll always be best friends in a sense, but hanging out with her is different. We've both changed..its realyl weird. [ 5 ♥ ] ★ Don't wanna fall in love flawlessly
2:25 AM on Monday, December 6, 2004	whoa its already december 6... this year is going by crazily fast. I hated the begining of it though, i was so depressed..damn me. Well..im getting a new journal..its not going to be friends only but im only giving it to certain people so ... yea. its going to be grand I say. Hmm theres not too much going on except the occasional comment war going on with adrienne. Crotch gallery..woohoo. Yea so the reason I am randomly updating is cause its 2:27 in the morning and I have alot of stuff on my mind. lets see....im getting a job at LaCasita. El Papo knows the owner and so on and so forth. Sweet..i love mexican food. and I get tips so...hats off to me. And im getting a cell phone. I use my moms more than she does. She finds the ring tones I put on there exciting. So yea my dads like YOU NEED A CELL PHONE! and so yea happy about that too. I am going to get adrienne something for her birthday...because she said no one ever does and that makes me sad. Well...hayley still hasnt gotten me something and my birthday was in july...you suck hayley. I miss hayley actually....I never get to see her and I miss her very much. I havent seen her....in 2 months. Wow....that is very..very...sad. We'll probably go through a drift for a little while but nothing can set us apart, im sure of that. No one really gets me like she does. She thinks exactly the same way I do, and she knows what im thinking which can get sort of creepy but comforting. Ahh..and the whole nick thing...I suppose ive given up completely. He loves me .. I feel for him....he wants to be in his own little world right now and Ariel wants to be a whore and be in her own little world. I really hate relationships..everyone thought I would go a-sexual after patrick...who by the way randomly IMed out of nowhere and said " why are you such an intelligant little cunt face" wow...you act like a child..oops my bad you date them. DATE SOMEONE YOUR OWN FUCKING AGE YOU FUCKERR!!! Ya .. you were in??? 10th grade last year and dated hayley (7th last year)...ha I bet you sounded cool to your friends "yea..my girlfriends in 7th grade" ah.....you hardcore little phedofile you. I HATE HIM ....more than anything. I havent been eating alot lately. I dont know why..I just havent I suppose. Why am I even rambling on about this!!?!? tis stupid and no one wants to hear it. Well..I suppose im going to go. If u ask for my other journal i might give it to you. But then again i might not. itll be ready tommorow. Ha..night bitches Don't wanna fall in love flawlessly
12:03 AM on Monday, December 6, 2004	yea im doing this yet again.. Fill it out .. this means everyone yes..even you...you random people who read my journal but dont comment. You all suck at life. Comment this back to me for this entry. Fill it out bitches. You dont need a livejournal to make a comment. FILL IT OUT. What Would You do if... I cried: I asked you to help: I died from natural causes: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I stole something: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got in a fight and you were there: I got dumped: What Do You Think Of My... Personality: Eyes: Face: Hair: Clothes: Voice: Humor: Choice of music: Friends: Decisions: Would You... Be my friend: Tell me the truth no matter what: Lie to make me feel better: Spread rumors about me: Keep a secret if I told you one: Loan me some cash: Hold my hand: Take a bullet (or a big missle) for me: Keep in touch: Try and solve my problems: Love me: Have Sex with me: Ditch me: Use me: Date me: Don't wanna fall in love flawlessly
Saturday, December 4th, 2004
11:03 PM on Saturday, December 4, 2004	im tired.... Yea well last night was fun .. went to the movies with adrienne and amanda and that about covers it. went back to amandas. just hung out. Eventful you might think. Yea it was. well...then today we basically just watched a movie and hung out some more. Tonight I went to Madrigal with Doneille and that...was exciting. OOO last night i saw devan..I hate that bitch... Gr. People piss me off. Well im off now. Current Mood: tired Current Music: none .. speakers broken.. [ 1 ♥ ] ★ Don't wanna fall in love flawlessly
Wednesday, December 1st, 2004
10:16 PM on Wednesday, December 1, 2004	peektures. I love pictures.. Not too many though just a few of adrienne , one of marcus..and the shrine. wow. hmm..     ( click for zee pictures! ** ) [ 1 ♥ ] ★ Don't wanna fall in love flawlessly
Tuesday, November 30th, 2004
8:28 PM on Tuesday, November 30, 2004	Hmmm I do beleive my father is suspicious of my doings...this could be assumed because he kepes walking into my room at random times and I think he is still pissed at me for not cleaning my room and sleeping..well I was tired...so oh well he'll have to deal with that among other things. Hayley called me today. Which was a bold, crazy thing considering she never calls..I always have to call her. Because I have the balls? hm maybe. Nothing really happended today. Im starting to hate alot of people. and I dont like my hatred growing for other people. Oh well.... The Madrigal is Saturday.. Itd be super fun to go to that stoned.... Whimsical.. Well...I think Adrienne felt a little left out in my past entry. So Adrienne....I heart you mucho. that was for you my dear. Ok now no one feels left out. [ 1 ♥ ] ★ Don't wanna fall in love flawlessly
12:02 AM on Tuesday, November 30, 2004	im pissed now. I just did this entry but...It kicked me off before I got to post it. This uber pisses me off to a great extent. Ok so lets just hit the highlights of my super-cool entry I just did. I dont like Tim. He is stupid and immature and his laugh is crazy and scary. Why did I date him? Well today after school me vanessa caitlin doneille amanda and alex went to mcdonalds. It was really nice..peaceful as well since impressionable, trying to hard, people were not present... Then we went to Vanessa's and watched the Butterfly Effect. Wow I forgot how long that movie actually is. God Damn.... Then me and amanda went to her house and watched this crazy movie called Battle Royal. Its amazing and crazy and I do think its the best movie ive ever seen in my life....twas pure go-gasmic. Oh and I like Nick. Strong feelings in that area. I want to make sure im 100% sure before I do anything though. Me and Amanda are discussing this issue so its being taken care of. Oh and the entry before this....Vanessa...don't pay attention to her. The day was whimsical. Goodnight. Current Mood: tired Current Music: some song... [ 2 ♥ ] ★ Don't wanna fall in love flawlessly
Monday, November 29th, 2004
3:41 PM on Monday, November 29, 2004	DeaResT DiarY! Like O*m*G! I LIKE totally love YOUR eyeshadow! Blue Pink and Bright RED! hello. my name is vanessa. Ariel is cool, amanda is coool too. lalala. I'm Blonde. But my hairs brown. <33, Vanessa Current Mood: artistic Current Music: ariel and amanda....the voices!! Don't wanna fall in love flawlessly
Sunday, November 28th, 2004
6:44 PM on Sunday, November 28, 2004	Wow.....Morons continue to amaze me. Lets see.. last night I went to the movies. Im not into that whole movie "thing" anymore like " LETS GO TO THE MOVIES EVERY FRIDAY SO WE CAN BE EFFIN COOL" Fucking moronic. But last night with nothing to do..you know..why not? I should've stayed home. Saw patrick there..the biggest moron of them all. He persists the amusement of how someone can be so stupid. Good for him. Well..he was being a dick and made a comment so I kicked him the balls. Way overdue if you ask me. So he hit me in the stomache..hit or kicked..cant remember. Pretty hard.. I really hate him. Now Hayley is on a psycho-war-path. We all know her hatred for patrick. Now it seems as if its grown. This is funny.... Hayley really wants patrick dead. Moving on.... Hung out with chris and juan..twas fun. Then..I went home with Vanessa Doneille and Alex....yet more fun. Last night was really weird...I had a long talk with Nick. We both feel the same about each other. Strange? .... Maybe Well...this entry seems to be getting no where in terms of the point. So. I think im going to go dye my hair. yea.. thats right...I cant stay away from the bottle of hair dye for more than 2 months. I need help. Current Mood: confused Current Music: Something from Romeo & Juliet Don't wanna fall in love flawlessly
Tuesday, November 23rd, 2004
8:46 PM on Tuesday, November 23, 2004	Make the madness end <333 GUESS WHAT TIME IT IS....   ALL OF YOU KNOW WHATS COMIN HA ...YOU KNOW WHAT THE HELL IS UP Yea...its.. SURVEY TIME!!!! _____Your life______ [x] they call me: Ariel [x] also: Isreal, Princess (  I DONT KNOW! Croix calls me that..) [x] sex: Still pending DNA results. [x] birthday: July 29th [x] status: single .. in a way [x] occupation: I don't have one...why? Because i suck at life and no one will hire me. The fact that a shitty place like publix turned down my application really makes me wonder. [x] Ethnicity: a little polish. rest italian _______fast forward_______ [x] college planning to go to: UCF ... biaaatch. [x] future resident of: Not...sure.... [x] wedding: …who or where? Who? uhmmm...Jake Richardson..where? In my pants. [x] children: I dont really want kids. im not sure. _______right now_______ [x] feeling: annoyed by the constant constant signing off and on of people and the little noise it makes. [x] Listening: The Cranberries [x] doing: What do you think im doing? DUMB SURVEY [x] Talking to: Joe...hes a hoe... [x] craving: We all know.... [x] thinking of: The fact that Jay's mom beleives me and not her :) haha i love you jay [x] hating: Katie .... I HATE THAT CHICK ________Micellaneous _______ [x] can you swim?: Yea does that mean i want to? no.. [x] what are you scared of?: Manicans..... [x] what is your greatest accomplishment?: Probably playing the guitar.. i must admit im pretty hardcore with that 6 stringed beast. [x] do you like tomatoes?: BOYCOTT AGAINST TOMATOES...I donno its Vanessa's thing.. Tomatoes remind me of last week when the odd person who used to work at mcdonalds randomly started hitting on me at publix telling me the story of how he got fired for flinging tomatoes out the window...weird. [x] how many TVs in the house?: 5? [x] how many phones in the house? 2 [x] how many residents?: Right now 5....brother is back ________Your looks______ [x] Hair color? Black...im so lame [x] Eye color?: Brown...but they have green in them. [x] Height: uhh 5'5? [x] Do u wear contacts or glasses?: No..but when I hear the dawson's creek theme song I put on my emo glasses and have an "emo" moment [x] do u have any piercings? yea like a gillion in my ears and my labret. bellybutton ______Just lately______ [x] How are you today? Upset..Frustrated...happy...what a combination [x] What pants are you wearing right now?: Jeannnssss [x] What shirt are you wearing right now? Lacuna Coil [x] What does your hair look like at the moment?: its everywhere at the moment. [x] What song are u listening to right now?: None at this second cause if my dad hears music he'll remember he asked me to clean my room, then he'll come in and bitch...and WE DONT NEED THAT KIND OF NEGATIVE ATTITUDE [x] Last person you talked to on the phone?: uh...WAIT I KNOW THIS ONE....Yea I rarely talk on the phone. I think it was...Christina..maybe Im not sure. [x] Last Dream you can remember?: I know this one too sorta...it had to do with caitlin i know that.....GAH I CANT REMEBER... but the last one i totally remember is my mouse dream....I HATE MICE NOW (xalphaxom3gax)…I hate you ______More about You______ [x] If u were a crayon, what color would you be?: Green [x] What's the next CD you are going to buy?: Probably......The Cranberries [x] What's the stupidest thing uve ever done?: Stole...I So agree with brittany :( [x] If u could change one thing about yourself what would it be?: my ears. DIE EARS [x] How many kids do you want to have?: you should just stop with the repetitive questions..it was cute at first but now its just getting old. [x] Do you have your own phone line?: yea. [x] Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? No..but  i do sleep with my blanket. [x] Have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone?: sprained my ankle last year doing a backflip for a dance routine..WOW I WANNA DANCE TONIGHT NOW. [x] Who do you dream about?: Really dumb things.. [x] Who do you tell your dreams to?: Caitlin mostly..shes the only one that cares...AHH NOW I REMEMBER MY DREAM!! I worked at subway and I couldnt make subs and Me and Tim got back together and he was an awesome kisser and had 3 legs. IT WAS AMAZING [x] Who's the loudest friend you have? Hayley. Vanessa. [x] Who's the quietest friend?: uhmm....I dont really have quiet friends..there all loud and obnoxious ______You and love ______ [x] Do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend? Thankfully no. [x] Do you have a crush?: Yes [x] Who is your crush?: Wouldnt you like to know. Tim. [x] Where would you like to go on your honeymoon?: In my pants. [x] Do you find yourself attractive?: I guess [x] Do you find yourself ugly?: nope [x] Do others find you attractive? yeah ____________Your favorites____________ [x] Color: orange neon green hot pink [x] food: I dont really have one anymore.. [x] Fast Food: Arbys [x] Candy: Uhhhhh...POP ROCKS [x] Ice Cream Flavor?: Chocolate. [x] Sport? Uhmm Tennis..dont ask. or dance ... thats a sport [x] number?: 7, 13, 21, 98, 00 .... yea....00 is a number [x] Scent?: so many.. [x] Board Game?: Hi-Ho Cherry-O [x] Saying?: No...you suck...shutup. ____________Have you ever ____________ [x] Wanted to kill someone? No........ [x] Broke the law? Yea [x] Ran from the cops? once. [x] Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Yea. I am the masta ______Firsts________ [x] First Kiss: Kiss..uh....Jace? real kiss? patrick... [x] First Job: Answering phones..it sucked but I got paid good. [x] First Screenname: Oldnav7576 .. WAHOO I LOVED THAT SCREEN NAME [x] First Enemy: Hmmmmm........Ashlee Adams.. I STILL HATE THAT BITCH AND ITS BEEN.....7 YEARS! AHHH   Well thats my survey and it makes me happy that I completed one. No one bothered to complete the survey I posted yesterday. If you dont do it im gonna have to kill you .... Gah. Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: None.. [ 3 ♥ ] ★ Don't wanna fall in love flawlessly
Monday, November 22nd, 2004
8:58 PM on Monday, November 22, 2004	Fill out or DIE Fill it out .. this means everyone yes..even you...you random people who read my journal but dont comment. You all suck at life. Comment this back to me for this entry. Fill it out bitches. You dont need a livejournal to make a comment. FILL IT OUT. What Would You do if... I cried: I asked you to help: I died from natural causes: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I stole something: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got in a fight and you were there: I got dumped: What Do You Think Of My... Personality: Eyes: Face: Hair: Clothes: Voice: Humor: Choice of music: Friends: Decisions: Would You... Be my friend: Tell me the truth no matter what: Lie to make me feel better: Spread rumors about me: Keep a secret if I told you one: Loan me some cash: Hold my hand: Take a bullet (or a big missle) for me: Keep in touch: Try and solve my problems: Love me: Have Sex with me: Ditch me: Use me: Date me: Current Music: Magic Dance - The Labyrinth [ 2 ♥ ] ★ Don't wanna fall in love flawlessly
8:23 PM on Monday, November 22, 2004	Wow time for an update... Ok lets see ... today was an oh so interesting day. Lets review?? Morning - caitlin took forever so we got there late...hm 1st period - Uhm i didnt really do anything, talked to tye a little bit. He was telling me all about his exciting roof jumping adventures. Good one Buddy. going to 2nd I saw Tim. It just makes me happy? Donno.somethin about him. 2nd period - math is so overated. 3rd period - Talked to Kelsey. Damn that chick is awesome. Im gettin some free shit. Ha go ariel. 4th Period - I pierced someones ear. Mistake. I shoulda learned from last year. gah. I realllllly dont wanna get suspended again. That would suck majorly. So no more. Oh and to add to 4th . Emily looked like she was on drugs. twas funny. 5th Period - Uhhh Talked to Amanda....Dave kept hitting on me. Super weird. Lunch - Talked to caitlin taylor and doneille. Fun fun . 6th period - me and josh basically talked all period. I put nail polish all over him. that made me happy in a sense. Going to 7th - Guess who I saw again. Tim. Yea I see him everday going to 7th. I just thought id mention. I saw Alice and gave her a hug uhmm croix and chris were having sex in the hallway..uhhh and I talked to Joe and thanked him for Saturday. Typicial walk to 7th period... 7th period - nothing but work and johnathon wasn't there so it just sucked. After school - Gah nothing really. But then earlier like around.......6:30? Me Vanessa & Alex went to Costco then Chik-fil-a and me and vanessa kept going in the little kid's playplace and everyone just looked at us weird. and it like talked to you. It was supa creepy. Hmm and now im home and bored? Maybeee....... Yea I made a CD last night and gah it is amazing. Go - gasmic. <333 Lata Current Mood: optimistic Current Music: My Plauge - Slipknot [ 1 ♥ ] ★ Don't wanna fall in love flawlessly
Sunday, November 21st, 2004
7:03 PM on Sunday, November 21, 2004	Bored.... Yea now im home and im bored. I just went and saw the grudge with alex & Doneille cause we had nothing better to do today. Even though I already saw it... Last night was funn. I slept over amanda's and adrienne was there. Thats all for you. Uhmm neways back to this mysterious Ex boyfriend of mine. hmm.. Its not patrick if thats what any of you are thinking. cause if you do, you suck at life. Well ... Hes like....I donno I Care about him alot. But I do not think he knows which is sorta good and bad at the same time. He probably doesn't even like me so why should I even try? Guys are just this blob of uncertainty that make no sense whatsoever and make compulsive desiscions that are totally random. Now im not making sense?? Maybe.. Well I guess all there is to do is try building a relationship. Who knows..could be fun right? Gah . I WANT NICHOLASSSSSS . Hes effin beautiful! Hes not the mysterious person because well ive never dated him so he cant be an ex. I knew him last year I think, but I dont think I liked him. I think that back then I thought he was ugly and stupid. Hmm.. That would make me shun myself. I thought I was the shit last year...Ha I was ghey. Funny stuff. But last year was fun i'll admit. I learned alot even though I don't know much. Which doesnt make sense? Whatever....Im out Current Mood: pensive Current Music: THE POLAR EXPRESS SONG!!! Don't wanna fall in love flawlessly
Saturday, November 20th, 2004
10:15 PM on Saturday, November 20, 2004	ok now time for a new entry... Well the musical was awesome. Vanessa was amazing as was ahh blakely! Saw Amanda there, she sorta ignored me I think, donno why but oh well So......feelings Lets talk about them.. I've realize how much I really like someone... And yes its an ex boyfriend. Its just..I dont know. I really like him but i dont wanna jump into it again because when we first dated we barely knew each other I wanna build something up... Wahoo.. ill post lata. Don't wanna fall in love flawlessly
Friday, November 19th, 2004
10:07 PM on Friday, November 19, 2004	Lesson for the day: If you want something, try everythign in your power to get it. ahh ill post his beauitful picture later. NO ARIEL NO RELATIONSHIPS YOU ARE A WHORE AND DO NOT DO WELL. :Slaps self:: Refreshing. [ 5 ♥ ] ★ Don't wanna fall in love flawlessly
7:45 PM on Friday, November 19, 2004	im fucking grr..... Well lets see..today actually started off good. nick ignored me which made me happy. And uhmmm..yea it was just good. Apparently caitlin tells me im going over caitlins with her to eat pizza and watch A movie. i confusingly agree. Then I sleep....until my sleeping is undisturbed by the constant ringing of the telephone. I thought it was Alexs friend michael so I let it ring. This goes on for about 10 minutes. Then I get a compulsion and walk my happy little out of bed ass over to caitlins. Then caitlin is tellling me I have to time to get ready for we are leaving. oh and it gets better. She volunteered my parents to pick us up. Gee..how fun. of course any one in their right sain mind isnt going to let their daughter randomly go to someones house they dont know out of no where and on top of it all be expected to pick up. This makes no sense to me either. Caitlins not even really my friend. shes caitlins I dont even think she likes me it was just like Oh...I guess she can come sort of thing. I have my own friends and do not need any one elses pity...am I that upset I cant go? No....but im effin bored as hell and so it wouldve been something to do. Now im going to stay at home and do nothing at all. I feel so lame and I feel like im in 7th grade again. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr I hate all of this. Its all so dumb. But oh well. caitlin is mad at me now. Do I care? No..not really She took my movie which makes me sad...... Cause thats the only thing that makes me happy when I am down Now I have to sit back and watch someone else take over my best friend. Greeeat... Oh well. I guess being someone's best friend is overated in a sense. Oh and Caitlin since I realize you read my journal, I was simply not acting bitchy. That is the ariel we all know when we call her straight on her annoying ringing phone for 10 minutes than tell her the nightly agenda 1 minute after she awakes.. I shoulve stayed asleep Everythings nicer that way. Ha...but the funnest part of the day just occured. Some weird sounding person calling my phone asking for denise saying WHATS UP!?!? AHHHHHHHH Their heree.................... And now I have nothing to do. But im so mad I could pierce something which is never good in my case. On a happier note. Brittany talked to Nicholas (NOT nick/fugmo) for me today. Gah if I could have that boy id be so happy. this past day ive developed an obsession and im starting to freak myself out. SPEAKING OF OBSESSIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SAW NICK FRANTZ TODAY! He has got to be the most beautiful thing on the damn well face of this earth. I really want to capture him. or get to know him..he works at subway with alex now so im gonna "randomly" drop in and make converstation....And its sad cause i can probably get his schedule from alex. Yay for ariel.... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH he is the most perfect thing on the earth. Wow..both my obsessions are named nick...well the other one according to brittany likes to be called Nicholas. WAHOO. Fare they well....Because im off. Don't wanna fall in love flawlessly